Scattered THoughts

Layin in bed thinking,
Thinking about what I want in this life
Tryin to pull through and see the light
Kids in school wearing shades when there isnt any light
I laughed one day and asked why?
Homie relplied Kuz my FUTUReS BRIGHT!!

Laughing I grabbed my stomach weak.
But was there deeper meaning
So many people my age so caught up in being "COOL"
Futures arent bright
They 18 tucking their kids in at night

Where does our future lie
Drug dealers smiling killin there own community
Baby Moms with no daddys to relie on
THiz world is BANANAS
SO caught up in the image
Open ur eyes
Relize whats inside

So many people are so caught up they forget to look around
and see the world, smell the flowers, recognize the guy
whos been on the corner working a honest job
Working a honest job just to keep food in his kids bellys and a roof over there heads
People dont see the good in people
So quick to defend and put up a wall

Its crazy kuz ive been defending myself my whole life
That wall has been so high
I almost let life pass me by
Kids pushing rocks instead of working honest jobs

Money may come quick but at wat expense
See so many forget that part, until they bent over in jail cell
Thinking DAMN.. I FUCKED UP!!

I look back and see my past as a opportunity to make me who I am
IN the future..
The pain the grief, angry, hatred, disbelif
It may have made me weak.
But now I build myself up
Up to be a better person
And someone I can Belive in

I can make a promise and keep
But there is those out there with no hope,no future
They keep them shades on
They hope to one day see the path
The path that will guide them to there feet.....




THESE ARE MY SCATTERED THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!

WHY WONT HE GET IT

Its been almost a week and you still dont get it.
Go away
I tell you over and over to leave.
You put your hands on me
I call the cops
Its like a repetitive cycle
Im done
I call it quits
I want out!!

My goodbye to him

When we first met, nothing could be any better. I know we had our ups and downs. But today you have proven where our relationship lies, In the ground. Our love was that of a whisper something herd for a little bit of time and then it fades. It fades like the beauty of a woman. Slowly but surely. Tonight our love came to a end. And the pain I feel is so strong I feel weak. When I seen what destroyed us my body started to shake and tears flowed down my eyes like a river that will soon be dry. I hurt so bad but this pain is weakness leaving my body. My walls are set so high I dont know who will ever be able to take them down. Every bone in my body aches. Aches because I thought it was you and I till the end. End of time, end of the earth, end of my life. But you left me at the end of this road, and now I have to continue by myself.. I feel so alone. Alone like a ..........